tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-66338103245325670052024-02-19T04:35:30.174-08:00Smiling in Slovenia Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07220934698217680899noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6633810324532567005.post-1737118089584337932013-05-26T18:12:00.000-07:002013-05-27T12:55:29.723-07:00Half Way Mark: Excitement and Exhaustion <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> </span><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> I
have to apologize for the absence of my blogs! I have to catch you up on a lot
of things, so bare with me in length. It has been about 2 weeks since my last
blog entry and my only excuse is that I’m slowly but surely reaching the point
of COMPLETE EXHAUSTION. Even though I am being stretched to the point of
TRANSPARENCY, God is doing some awesome things with it. I am making such
incredible friends here and am already filled with anxious thoughts about
saying GOODBYE. We have experienced so much together. Whether it be exploring
the Mountains and Caves of Slovenia, praising God, getting lost, dancing like
American fools or experiencing the struggles of ministry, I without a doubt
consider these people my BEST FRIENDS. I haven’t known them for very long, but
am comforted that I know they will be my FRIENDS for a LIFETIME. </span></div>
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am also making genuine friendships with the Slovene students here. I have
gotten the incredible opportunity to meet up with two students that I met on
campus. I felt so privileged being able to talk to each of them about their
life and get to share the beauty of the gospel. I look forward to continuing a
friendship with them that I will get to carry back home with me. Both of them
were so excited to have American friends. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> Being an American and a visitor to
their culture here, I feel very well loved and respected here. I can say with
confidence that I love living here. I love the people, I love the restaurants,
the endless rows of Cafes and Gelato stands. It is beautiful here, especially
since COFFEE is served everywhere. My signature drink is the BELA KAVA, which
means white coffee and I usually order it because it is the only thing I can
read. I am suffering with the portions of coffee, however. Due to the bulks of
coffee I consume when at home, I am struggling with the small serving sizes. It
is a rarity to order a BELA KAVA bigger than a Dixie cup. I miss big cups of
coffee and FOLGERS. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> Above
all, the Gorgeous scenery is impossible to escape here. Last Saturday, some of
my team and I went to Lake Bled. If you GOOGLE image Slovenia, Lake Bled is one
of the first images you see. It is
mind blowing how beautiful God’s Creation is. The Masterpiece of his designs
are still running through my mind. We hiked and walked for hours while the
Julian Alps followed us the whole way. We were completely separated from
civilization outside the occasional sheep farm. We blindly followed signs to a
Pizzeria for miles and found it empty and closed. We finally found a restaurant
along the river we were following where we ate TROUT! I literally watched the
Chef run out of the Kitchen to catch the fish that he put on our table 20
minutes later. It was quite the experience. We were so exhausted by the time we
got back to Ljubljana, I don’t remember how I got to bed. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><b> </b>While
the weekend was busy and eventful, we were all ready for a fresh week. Everything
that has happened these passed few weeks and with my time here can all be summed
up in the moment we all gathered together, both American and Slovene people, to worship God. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> </span><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">After
this I looked, and there before me was a great multitude that no one could </span></div>
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from every nation, tribe, people and language, standing before the throne and </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> -Revelation
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Last Monday Night, we gathered for our weekly meeting called
TOGETHER FOR CHIRST and we got the incredible opportunity to sing worship in
Slovene. Trying to imagine every tribe tongue and nation singing His name is
hard to picture, but we got a taste of it that night. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We fall down, we lay our crowns </span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">at the feet, of Jesus</span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The greatness of, mercy and love, </span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">k Jezusovim nogam: </span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">ljubezni moč, usmiljenje </span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Kličem: »Svet si, svet si, svet si!«</span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Kličem: »Svet si, svet si, svet si!«</span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Kličem: »Svet si, svet si, svet si ...Ti, Gospod!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><b> </b>That
summed up that last week that I missed and it was incredible, but so busy that
it’s hard to recall what took place on each day. The days have been flying by,
and each day has brought new struggles and triumph. I love sharing this good
news with students over 4,000 miles away from home, but sometimes it just gets
hard. I think I run into this difficulty because of the notion that THE GOSPEL
is too good to be true. The fact that this guy Jesus Christ died so that we
could have a personal relationship with our Creator just doesn’t seem
plausible. The reality is that it IS too good to be true. But that’s what Grace
is. We don’t deserve this gift of righteousness, but it is given to us and all
we have to do is open it. In this world, brokenness is inescapable, but the
truth of the gospel is that God’s heart breaks for the depravity of this world, but He still wants us to choose Him in the midst of it. So many people I
encounter have a hard time with this, but it is TRUE. And in a world full of
chaos and confusion, it is the only thing that is CONSTANT. Sometimes I find
myself questioning how this Omnipotent God could choose me, but he continues to
choose us even in the midst of our doubt. </span></div>
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we are faithless, he remains faithful, for He cannot disown himself.</span></div>
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Timothy 2:13 </span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> Faith in Christ, is such a difficult concept to grasp, but I think it is
okay to have faith in something that transcends our own understanding. We can’t
do anything to make up or justify our past or our CONDITION, but the truth is,
it is not about what we can do it’s about what He HAS DONE!! As hard as it is
to believe, Christ turned our BROKENNESS into BEAUTY and nothing in this world
can change that.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> My
goal in being here is not to force people to believe in something that they
don’t want to believe. It is to present this undeserving gift of grace. If they
reject it then I did what I could. Ultimately, it’s not my responsibility to
change people’s hearts. One of our STINTERS who has been here a year told us
that it’s not about the MESSENGER, it’s about the MESSAGE. We are just beggars
trying to point other beggars to the bread. My heart's desire is to present this message and
leave the results to God. The reality is, who needs God when things are going
good right? But the truth is that things aren’t good, and until you realize the
world is broken, you won’t see your need for a Savior. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> Overall,
incredible things are happening here. Excitement and exhaustion continues, and
I am growing more than I had ever imagined in the midst of it. For those of you
reading this, I ask that you continue to pray for our team here. <b>We have reached the halfway point in our
time here in SLOVENIA and so much has happened that I can’t even fathom what
God has in store for this coming second half.
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> As aforementioned, I feel like I have been here for months, and I think it has to do with the incredible group of people that I am here with. We have only known each other for 5 days, but it already feels like we are a family. Everyone genuinely cares about each other and are truly invested in the stories behind how we all ended up here. It is incredible to listen to each story and recognize how uniquely God has designed them to GLORIFY Him. YESTERDAY, 5 other girls and I stared at each other after spending 6 hours sharing God's story in our lives. It was such a refining moment because we had just shared the depth of our sin to each other, yet we all responded in love and rejoiced in what it has brought us to. I was introduced to the reality of GRACE about a year ago when I finally confessed the depth of my past to a good friend of mine, and it was such a moment of FREEDOM. Since that moment, I was able to experience God's grace TANGIBLY. This same experience of RENEWED grace returned when I told my life story again to this group of women who looked at me and smiled while I resurfaced my own history of brokenness. But each story, while revealing brokenness, revealed healing and restoration and told the beautiful story of JESUS CHRIST. This was a moment when I was reminded of why I am here and in an instant, whatever was left of fear was gone. </span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> Within a week I can already feel God reshaping my heart to be more like His. I think I still get a little nervous as each day comes to a close and I have to prepare for a another day of unexpected movement, but I am getting to the point where I am giving up all control. We start a full week tomorrow, and I'm excited to see what lies ahead in this incredible city! I can honestly say that I hate being uncomfortable, but I am looking forward to where it brings my heart and those around me. I am just so THANKFUL that God brought me here...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> <span style="color: #666666;"> <b>So</b>,
I have never blogged before, and I figured leaving the country would be a good
place to start. I’m not sure how to go about this, but I’m going to share with
you what’s on my mind. At this very moment, I am headed to Ljubljana, Slovenia to
minister in the growth of the Cru ministry that began a few years ago. I am
truly at a loss for words that this is actually happening. I have been planning
this trip for months, and God has been planning it in my heart for the past
year. There have been so many moments where I felt so alone in this process, but
God has been so faithful in providing me support and continued to show up in
the midst of my doubt. Yesterday, we had briefing and I got to meet 30 some more people who God has intricately
shaped to be apart of this journey, and I was so humbled at how He had worked
in each of them throughout this process. Sharing our stories and our hearts for
this project gave me such a sense of comfort and peace as I follow through with this calling.<br /> If you ask me whether I am ready, I wouldn't be able to answer. I have
had several people ask me that question, and I can humbly tell you that after months
of thinking I was preparing myself, as I sit here now, I can say I have no idea
what I am doing. But I trust that in the midst of the unknown, God is going to
radically transform me. I just pray that He places people in front of me whose
story has been intricately shaped with mine. This is going to be an incredible
journey and the only thing I can do is let the Holy Spirit lead me moment by
moment as I walk through the Campus of Ljubljana and share the beautiful story
of Christ’s grace.<br /> So,
this is the beginning of a long journey, and I want to look back at this first
post and laugh at how much change has come about since. I am so excited about
every person on this team, and I am filled with anticipation to get to know each
of them and share with them how God has told my story and hear how He has told theirs. I
am overwhelmingly grateful for everyone out there who has continued to pray for
my team and me as we take these stories of redemption to the hearts within
Slovenia. I have no idea what to expect, but I want to walk into this
experience with my hands wide open.
It doesn’t seem real quite yet, with 15 hours of traveling still ahead of
us, but at the end of it sits an experience that will leave me and countless
others changed forever. So with that, I am anxious about the challenge but
ready for the transformation.<br /><o:p> </o:p></span></span><br />
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